The ugly side.

I wrote this post about a month ago and I want to share it with you. I must admit that I didn’t press ‘publish’ on the day I wrote it because I was quite embarrassed about the way I felt. I was disappointed at how my feelings and actions had changed. But I feel that [...]

Us over the years!

I found these while I was organising my server yesterday. It really stirred some nostalgic feelings within me. Here is what was happening in those times.

This was taken at a friends birthday dinner in Oct 2004. We had been married for three years. I had just had my second laparoscope here.

This was taken at my [...]

An update on me.

I have been battling to blog lately as I am really battling to put my feelings into words.
I also feel that my general mood is very bland, (like vegatable stock) and I don’t want to end up blogging about the same pain and grief continuously. It’s tiring!
I know I can if I want to, but [...]

Decisions Decisions.

I have been thinking of starting the BCP for my FET in September instead of August.
Firstly I am pooping scared! Scared of what? Firstly scared that it won’t work and then scared that if it works we will miscarry again.
Miscarriage has certainly changed my feelings about a BFP. I’ll definitely be excited, but I have [...]