Depressed

OK – I’ll admit it! I am depressed.
But who can blame me. It’s been very rough lately.
I do realise that just yesterday my post was positive, but I just know that this is how my depression must be dealt with.  I must get myself up and going before I fall into the deep hole I [...]

Spicing it up!

Well the month of June has been a tough month. The grief has been tough, but I do feel that I am on my way to great emotional health. I have really let it all hang out this month. I have done lots of smoking and drinking, and had loads of late nights. In a [...]

A light hearted post.

The jacket with a very low self esteem.
It was my husbands birthday earlier this month and he got a Woolworths voucher from my mom.
This is what he bought!

Well not this exact item, but an item like it!
I can’t tell you how much I hate these jackets. They make me cringe and remind my of  “The [...]

Those baby clothes.

Last night while lying in bed trying to drift off into sleepy land a thought entered my head.
You know those clothes……
Those baby clothes that are hiding somewhere in a box or cupboard or draw. I’m sure lots of us have them. I have a draw full. It got opened briefly while I was pregnant and [...]

The couch

On Thursday afternoon I went back to the clinic to have my office hysteroscope, just to make sure that the D&C left no scarring. While I was sitting on that couch in the waiting room where I always seem to sit I realised how much has happened in the last few months and how many [...]

I believe!

Over the weekend I have had lots of opportunity to update my friends and family with the news of our plan forward. I started off with my dad and then my best friend. They both asked me how I feel about the FET and both times my reply was that I was on the fence [...]

The plan………

So, today was the day that we went for our POA as we call it.
I really didn’t think that Dr J was going to say anything different from what he had said before. And I was right.
Basically the ‘missed abortion’ as he puts it (I really hate that term) could have happened at any time [...]

My idea……and a free giveaway.

Lately I have been thinking. I want to help other women who are dealing with infertility. I’ve wanted to do it for a long time and have become very passionate about it. I feel that I have a lot to offer in the areas of empathy and understanding when it comes to infertility. I know [...]

Who reads Skrambled?

I’m curious…..
I know that I don’t have a HUGE audience. But I do know that a lot of you don’t comment.
So I’d like to know….
Who are you?
How did you find me?
Why do you read skrambled?
If you don’t feel like commenting you are welcome to e-mail me on ssskrambled@gmail.com
Speak to me…

Talking it out.

I had my second appointment with my counsellor today. I am glad that I have found someone that I like to speak to again. And I feel that speaking to her has helped me to move forward.
When I got back to the office I spoke to a friend on skype who asked me about the [...]