I feel better today.
I have no idea why but I don’t really care. I am just happy that I can smile.
Last night my cousin came over with curry and some wine. We chatted and chatted until all the wine was finished. The nice thing was that we didn’t chat too much about the miscarriage. Not because we were trying to ignore the issue, but just because we didn’t NEED to. Naturally we did for a bit, but the rest of the conversation was filled with laughter and general chit chat. I especially enjoyed the part where my hubby had to explain why he loves “‘The bold and the beautiful so much”. And why this is a perfectly manly thing to do…….
We are so blessed to have so many people around us that generally love and care for us. Knowing that is really such a comfort. It makes the lonliness less intense.
I am also going for a counselling session next week. Which I think is absolutely essential.
So…..I do know that I am not completely healed and brand new. But I do know that I am getting there and I feel a little better.
One day at a time….
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It’s good to see you’re going for the counseling session as well as feeling a bit better, just don’t beat yourself up if you have down days. Just allow yourself the time and allow your emotions to run it’s course.
I don’t even know if one can be completely healed after having to go through this. But may you find the strength you need for the difficult days and the fun to enjoy the lighter days.
So happy that you have so much support! Enjoy the smiles today!
I think the councelling session is a GREAT idea for you to work through your pain my friend. Is DH going with you??
One day at a time.
Thinking of you always and I’m here if you need to chat or vent.
HUGS
xxx
I prefer not talking about it and just having a conversation about anything other that what happened. It helps me to feel normal again, and it certainly helps with the healing. I’m not entirely sure why, but it does.
So happy that you’re feeling better. Take care of yourself.
Small baby steps. Glad you feeling OK but its also ok not to be brave at times. xxx
Proud of you Sian! You’re handling like a pro, yes there will be up’s and down’s, but recognizing that is half the battle won. And well done on choosing to go for councelling, it was one of the greatest gifts I ever gave myself!
(((hugs)))
I am happy for your joyful conversation. Like you said, little by little . . .