A different type of pain

This pain is so new to me.
It takes my breath away even though I felt happy a minute ago.
It leaves me confused as I feel loss but I can’t explain what I have lost.
It’s lonely because it is so personal and specific.
It gushes out of you with no warning.
It squeezes your heart so so hard.
It [...]

My list of comforting things………

Fat bastard chardonnay.
My favourite wine. I think I’ll be sipping lots and lots of this over the next few weeks. It also goes best with a good friend or a really nice TV program.
Snuggling up to my husband under the covers (It’s not what you would think)
This is just heaven to me. My husband has [...]