8dp3dt

Urgh! Tick tock tick tock tick.

I really wish I could see what was going on in there.
The crap thing is that now I am on the fence. I am still optimistic, but with a touch of reality.
I know it could be a BFN, but when I think about that option I start to crumble inside. So I don’t want to think of it too much.

I have been considering the POAS option. But what if it is negative. I’m too scared……..
Maybe I will POAS on wednesday morning. Then I can have an idea of what to expect.

Anyway that is my moan for the day.
Better emerse myself in work to keep busy.

5 Responses

  1. Ai, I so know the feeling and it is awful!!

    Thinking of you and holding thumbs for a BFP!!

    It is still early so maybe POAS by Wednesday should be fine!

    Good luck!

  2. We are waiting with you Sian! I SO hope this is a BFP. I admire your tenacity at not POAS, I would have given in long ago. You go girl! I’d say wait until Wednesday. When is your Beta?

  3. Hang in there Sian. I also always start out just after transfer being super positive and the longer you get past transfer the harder the waiting becomes. I guess its also because you know that by now those embies would either have implanted or…….
    I say POAS in time for Beta so you can be prepared.
    Good luck!

  4. Just a few more days until you get some news. That is unless you break down and POAS early. I don’t miss that about TTC at all. Now, not to tempt you or anything, but I have seen good results (pos if it is working, neg if it is not) at 12 or 13 days post retrieval with a sensitive test.

    I recently had an IRL friend be sure she was not pregnant because she got a bfn on 13 dpo. I knew she was right, but she had a high beta the next day. It turns out she used expired, grocery store brand hpt. Don’t do that if you break down and POAS. ;)

  5. Hey Sian – holding thumbs for you so tight! Just be strong and positive and know we are all sending you such positive vibes and love and light!!!!!!

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