Another facinating dream :-)

So last nights dream included celebrities!!!
I dreamt that we adopted a blonde headed boy with a scar on the side of his face. It was such a sweet dream beacuse we were cuddling him and playing with him. The three of us just laughed and laughed.
It turned out that the little boy was one [...]

Reasons that you make up on why it HAS TO work.

NOTE: I know that all these reasons are absolute CRAP. It’s just interesting how ones mind works.
1. Becasue we love each other so much.
2. Because we have a bigger house than last time.
3. Because we have a stronger marriage than last time.
4. Because we are better off financially.
5. Because we have endured so much of [...]

Dreams.

I don’t know if anyone else experiences the same thing while doing an IVF, but I have the most sureal dreams.
Last night I had the most precious dream ever. I dreamt that I was in a coffe shop and my donor was sitting at the table next to me. I am really not sure [...]

The dip!!

ARGH!
The tenderness is here. I hate it when this happens.
I was okay for most of the week, but last night I had a real FREAK-OUT! It’s the “What if this doesn’t work” FREAK-OUT.
I am sure that you all know what I mean. The worst thing about times like these is that noone really knows [...]

It is actually happening.

Did you know that I am doing an IVF?
Sometimes it just seems so unreal. I was looking at my calender a moment ago and I realised….TEN DAYS to ER. *Deep breath*
The thing about a donor cycle is that you spend most of your time waiting for information. So sometimes it seems like life just carry’s [...]

Small news!!

So, I was told that I would get some sort of update today. (It’s not very big so don’t hold your breath)
I called our clinic at about midday, I mainly wanted to know what was happening with my donor. So apparently, she is still waiting for AF, which should happen any day now. Then she [...]

Busy busy.

I know I have been quiet. But I have been very very busy. Here is what I have been up to.
Last Friday Dj and I got on a plane and went to Knysna for a long weekend. It was fantastic! My dad lives there so we got to spend some time with him. It was [...]

The downside of travel.

On reflection of my recent jetsetting I have decided to compile a list of the things that irritate me the most. If I come across as moany please bear in mind that I have nearly completed a month of traveling recently. The next flight I take is gonna be one that involves a holiday……
Most of [...]

And we’re off!!!!!

So, here is an update.
Firstly, I am back in my home country, YAY!
It was fantastic to sleep in my own bed last night and cuddle my husband. I think I had the most relaxing sleep I have had in weeks. I will be flying again on Friday, but this time it will be for a [...]

Just wondering?

I sat down with a colleague the other day and we started chatting about our lives. She is getting married in November and so we chatted about the how far she was with the arrangements and the venue and blah blah blah.
The conversation then turned to ’starting a family’. She very confidently anounced that she [...]