Reality?

Okay, so for the moment I am sad. And I am going to let myself be sad.
I was so frustrated yesterday because of my sadness that I think that I ended up doing more damage than good. It was supposed to be a happy day as it was my seventh wedding aniversary And [...]

Still skrambled.

So, it’s bad news unfortuneatly.
The AMH results are in and they are not good - 0.89
My FS gave me a call and confirmed it ……the donor route it still is.
Now why the hell am I so upset. I feel so stupid.(For being upset)
I mean I knew that I was going the Donor route and I have [...]

Hmmmmmm.

So, I phoned the clinic this morning and my FSH result are in.
9.7!!!!
This from a previous 15 and 12.2. I was actually so shocked that it was under ten that I asked the sister if she was sure she had the correct file. LOL.
Unfortuneatly I have to wait for my AMH results which will only [...]

So I am on the bus!

So today was CD2. Yay!
I quick recap of the situation;
We saw Dr J about six weeks ago in the interests of getting checked out so I can do my DE cycle early 2009. He needed me to have AMH, FSH, E2 and prolactin bloods aswell as a CD2 scan to see if my corpeus luteum [...]

Thursday!

It seems today has been a bad day for two of my friends. Sam and Joni have both recieved bad news today and my heart bleeds for them. Even though I have not spent as much time with either of you ‘in the flesh’ as I have ‘online’. I still feel connected to you and empathise deeply [...]

My most embarassing moments.

Ok – so I have been tagged.
I really have struggled with this and it is wierd because I keep thinking that there must be loads of moments. Here are some of the ones I remember.
Remember the days when you were young enough to go clubbing. I actually miss those days so much. I used to [...]