Take a load off.

Right so I have been thinking about this quite a lot lately and Sharon has inspired me to write about it. She has done so well with her goals and her health of late. I really am inspired. And by the way I am still thinking about that embarassing moment I have to write about. [...]

When you know you are pushing yourself too hard!

Okay……realisation!
I feel burnt out. NOOOOOO!
I confirmed it this morning when I got out of bed and STILL felt like I needed a days worth of sleep. This is after having three early nights. Come on body co-operate with me please. In addition I have reallt sore shoulders, no energy, and my head feels flu-like.
This is [...]

My weekend.

The beautiful view

This weekend I attended a beautiful wedding in the drakensburg. I had a ball and danced all night.
This wedding was filled with tons of love and reminded me just how special it is to find you soul mate.
Enjoy the pics.

I missed the bus!

So…….you know you haven’t been activley in this game for a while when you completely miscalculate the date of your last cycle………..By a week!
So imagine my surprise when AF arrived on Saturday morning. UUURRRGGGGHH!
So on the phone I got and realised that my fertility clinic is closed for the weekend and only tends to emergencies. [...]

My journey – the butterfly moments.

My infertility butterfly moments………
My first laparoscope Oct 2003 : Somehow your first lap is embraced with a mixture of fear, anxiety, sadness and hope.I felt hopeful that ‘this is it’. They are gonna fix whatever is wrong with me and then I will be on my way to motherhood. The reason for my lap was [...]

The two year wait?

Well I cannot believe that it has been a week since my appointment with Dr J. I have been in a recruitement and interviewing frenzy this week ….. and so it has totally slipped my mind.
This amazes me as I ask myself ‘How can a thing like that slip my mind?’
I have found myself in [...]

A pray for an infertile in waiting.

My mom sent this to me and I think it is beautiful.
This is especially for Sharon, Maritza and Sam. Sending all my love in your time of healing gals!
As well as all my other ladies in waiting.
 
Dear God,
I don’t know of all the challenges this woman has, but you know everything.
I hear her silence you [...]

Dear Blog…

My dearest Blog
I am guilty of serious neglect and here are the reasons (although I know it is no excuse)
I have been wrapped up in myself over the last month finishing this and that. (dealine dealine dealine)
I have been seriously contimplating the content for the next post you will be proudly displaying (I don’t want [...]